I think it finally hit ....about what is happening....I cried off and on throughout yesterday. Hubby did too. We are both scared. Thank goodness for Ativan. ;)
For everything that I have had happen in my life, I have never blamed God or anyone else for any of my misgivings....never said, why me....or poor me.... not even now....there is no anger or sadness at the disfigurement.....just fear......the fear of leaving Hubby, my Son, my family and everyone I love behind. That is what has hit home the most. Scared me the most. That is hardest thing for me to think about.
But I will beat this....yes, I must and I will. There are too many lessons in this lifetime to learn yet and I want to learn them.
Thanks for listening.
3 comments:
I am sorry for your saddness, but I know you will come through this with even more compassion for others. You are strong and will pass this trial with dignity. I am so thankful for todays medicine and I know all will go well. I love you sis. Be happy.
Hi Kris,
I'm sorry you had a bad day but I can hear your strength and spirit coming through. You may have lessons to learn, but you certainly have lessons about life to give to others too, so you'll need to stick around for a long, long time!
Lots of love and hugs
Phyl
Yes, you will beat this by god!!! Many, many women beat this all the time and you caught it early and that really make a difference. Keep your head up, but cry when you need to. Love you.
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